He’s back in my life. And i dont knoe if we are going to get back what we used to have…. I hope so, but at the same time i dont knoe. i dont knoe anything anymore. everything is so mixed up in my head. Ive been making so many decisions lately, and granted not all of them have been the best, but i cant tell if this one is going to skrew me over in the end or not. Im so scared… And i hate this feeling. Because i had FINALLY got over him, i had FINALLY let him go, out of my life for good. And then when i least fucking expect it, hes right back where he was before. In my life. In my heart. I dont knoe if i should just let this go, or try to make it into something. I think its juss going to have to be let go, because i cant go through hurt anymore. Granted, i knoe he wouldnt hurt me on purpose. But i juss dont trust him because i dont knoe him anymore.. Im juss confused.. </3
Decisions, Decisions.
